The lesson today is not to forget All the other lessons. All those lessons I was so sure I understood now have to come out like a fire drill. Like a defense plan. Of course the best defense is to be so superior to the attacker that defense is barely necessary.

Oh was that a lesson?

I am here. I am not a victim. I am me.

So I will find, no not find a way. Being me is not context specific. I will keep being me in all aspects of my life.

If I lose this job, there is no doubt I will find another. None. Chris and I will partner to take care of Veronica and all will be well

If I lose this job it was meant to be. I have nothing to fear.

Remember the lesson today? It is to remember. Oh I struggle