{"id":1426,"date":"2010-05-10T05:03:19","date_gmt":"2010-05-10T12:03:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/?p=1426"},"modified":"2010-05-10T05:10:46","modified_gmt":"2010-05-10T12:10:46","slug":"i-hate-making-mistakes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2010\/05\/i-hate-making-mistakes\/","title":{"rendered":"I hate making mistakes"},"content":{"rendered":"

I was sick last week, and it was jampacked with projects I had to do. And then there was this last minute emergency…<\/p>\n

And the perfect storm of screwing up my monday began.<\/p>\n

This not only screwed up MY monday but the vortex dragged down anyone who was nearby. It probably wouldn’t have happened if I hadn’t been sick.<\/p>\n

But I was. And when I woke up this morning at 3 to feed my baby, I went back to bed thinking how the day was going to be long and arduous. Then I realized I had pulled down at least 3 other people into the vortex with me.<\/p>\n

That made me feel VERY guilty and stupid. WHich of course meant I wasn’t going back to sleep.<\/p>\n

Now a day that was GOING to last from 5 to 9 instead will be lasting from THREE to Nine. I hope I can avoid swimming in a sea of self-loathing all day.<\/p>\n

My last thought before abandoning the bed was “Maybe I need to really get a calendar that I use EVERY day.”<\/p>\n

I am going to have to slog through today. I hope I can find some positivity in it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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