But the present me, the one living in the event which had already taken place, became distracted by the memory of the present.<\/p>\n
I used that sentence above to describe the feeling of Deja vu. But I think there is another kind of deja vu.<\/p>\n
I find myself doing what I have done, what I have done repeatedly over years and years, responding in destructive ways to the circumstances around me.<\/p>\n
The present me, living in the event with has already taken place, goes into the choreograph of dysfunction.<\/p>\n
I have said this same yes, accepted the same false accusation, taken the unfair burden many many times before and when this carousel comes round again, I see it and do it again like a a sleepwalker.<\/p>\n
But I can choose. I don’t have to vu my deja again. I can be smarter than I have been.<\/p>\n
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But the present me, the one living in the event which had already taken place, became distracted by the memory of the present. I used that sentence above to describe the feeling of Deja vu. But I think there is … Continue reading