{"id":2816,"date":"2013-09-07T19:00:34","date_gmt":"2013-09-08T02:00:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/?p=2816"},"modified":"2013-09-07T19:00:34","modified_gmt":"2013-09-08T02:00:34","slug":"more-internalizing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2013\/09\/more-internalizing\/","title":{"rendered":"more internalizing"},"content":{"rendered":"

I’ve been listening. I’ve been reading and asking.<\/p>\n

I just finished listening to myself, and reading myself.<\/p>\n

I re-read The Parable of Miriam the Camel Driver again. It is time for a parable.<\/p>\n

Since Miriam is ME, I find that I am in the same groove. I am finding the same results when i do the same things<\/p>\n

The same frustrations, the same responses from others.<\/p>\n

I have a vision of what I can accomplish and what I’d like to accomplish. I have stuff I want to DO, things I am DYING to do.<\/p>\n

Crying to do.<\/p>\n

The same blocked road happens.<\/p>\n

This means, if all the books I am reading and questions I am asking lead to this result I don’t want…<\/p>\n

The books and ready answers don’t work, or specifically they don’t work for me. Same difference.<\/p>\n

I need to ask different people different questions. I need to find a different road, and a new map.<\/p>\n

It is up to me.<\/p>\n

And THIS time, I intend to be clearer on what i what and where i want to go<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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