{"id":2894,"date":"2013-10-03T22:08:53","date_gmt":"2013-10-04T05:08:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/?p=2894"},"modified":"2013-10-03T22:14:46","modified_gmt":"2013-10-04T05:14:46","slug":"resentment","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2013\/10\/resentment\/","title":{"rendered":"resentment"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/resentment.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-2896\" alt=\"resentment\" src=\"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/resentment.jpg\" width=\"600\" height=\"372\" srcset=\"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/resentment.jpg 600w, http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/resentment-300x186.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I can hear it in my voice. It isn&#8217;t pretty. And it is so present.<\/p>\n<p>I am resentful. I am bitter. I am wronged and it twangs against my heart to know it and to feel it<\/p>\n<p>It is a STORY, and it is magnificent, how very wronged I am.<\/p>\n<p>I am mad about it. But not healthy mad&#8230;sniveling, pitful resentful and powerless mad<\/p>\n<p>dark corner hooded eye angry<\/p>\n<p>you know who will tell you all the ways things didn&#8217;t go right?<\/p>\n<p>The loser<\/p>\n<p>i do not want to be the loser.<\/p>\n<p>I am NOT the loser because<\/p>\n<p>I AM NOT DONE<\/p>\n<p>I want to re-write the story. I have to re-write it. Even if It&#8217;s a cliff hanger<\/p>\n<p>Where will we see our heroine next?<br \/>\nHow on earth will she get out of this scrape?<\/p>\n<p>Boy, I like the sound of that a lot better than theone where I snivel.<\/p>\n<p>I AM NOT DONE YET<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I can hear it in my voice. It isn&#8217;t pretty. And it is so present. I am resentful. I am bitter. I am wronged and it twangs against my heart to know it and to feel it It is a &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2013\/10\/resentment\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2894","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random-thoughts"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2894","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2894"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2894\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2898,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2894\/revisions\/2898"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2894"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2894"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2894"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}