{"id":4119,"date":"2016-06-17T19:52:08","date_gmt":"2016-06-18T02:52:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/?p=4119"},"modified":"2016-06-17T19:52:08","modified_gmt":"2016-06-18T02:52:08","slug":"shades","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2016\/06\/shades\/","title":{"rendered":"shades"},"content":{"rendered":"

I worked late today.<\/p>\n

Some unexpected stuff came up, and I couldn’t put it off or it would have haunted me over the weekend.<\/p>\n

This week has been torqed because of swimming lessons. Swimming lessons every weeknight at 610<\/p>\n

I dont get home until 530, and it take 15 minutes to drive to the pool,<\/p>\n

So it’s NON STOP. Work the home and no time to eat, then off to the public space of my swim-terrified kid and home and the bedtime routine and the exhaustion and repeat<\/p>\n

so this friday, I had to stay late. Which made me too late to take Veronica swimming.<\/p>\n

I had been keyed up all day PUSHING to get the stuff at work done.<\/p>\n

I tried calling everyone I knew for the drive home. I kinda wanted some human company.<\/p>\n

NO ONE answered.<\/p>\n

Someone finally called me back as I got home, and we talked for 15 minutes. It was great.<\/p>\n

THen I got to be alone. ALONE.<\/p>\n

I made food. I ate it.<\/p>\n

i watched TV<\/p>\n

I was so grateful to be alone for once this week.<\/p>\n

As desperate as I was to talk to someone on the road home, NOW I am desperate to be alone.<\/p>\n

It’s like I needed shades to transition into the next phase.<\/p>\n

Now? I am eager to be alone for a long time.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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