{"id":5630,"date":"2021-08-25T10:22:21","date_gmt":"2021-08-25T17:22:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/?p=5630"},"modified":"2021-08-25T10:22:21","modified_gmt":"2021-08-25T17:22:21","slug":"had-it-all-along","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2021\/08\/had-it-all-along\/","title":{"rendered":"Had it all along"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Huddling in the corner, trying to make herself as small as possible, this dog was whimpering and shuddering. The internet video shows how a veterinarian wins this dog over.<\/p>\n<p>But I didn\u2019t care about the vet. I was amazed at this dog.<\/p>\n<p>Why did she shudder? Why did she make herself so small?<\/p>\n<p>She was a healthy German Shepherd. What could it possibly be so scared of? Didn\u2019t she know she was one of the fiercest animals on earth?<\/p>\n<p>Stand up! Don\u2019t be scared. You are the one that is scary.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve been that dog. I\u2019ve cowered from things that I could have easily resisted. I want to show that dog that she has weapons she could use.<\/p>\n<p>What big teeth you have! What strong muscles you have!<\/p>\n<p>Look how fast you are!<\/p>\n<p>What a loud bark! Such a big voice!<\/p>\n<p>All the better to fight for what I want.<\/p>\n<p>That dog was so scared. But she had everything she needed to defend herself.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve got so many resources to draw from. When I feel overwhelmed with fear, I have a hard time remembering what I have learned.<\/p>\n<p>What do I already have to make my desires real? How can I use my voice and my strength to get where I want to go?<\/p>\n<p>Remember Dorothy in Oz? She spent the whole adventure trying to find her way back home. But she\u2019d had the magic shoes all along.<\/p>\n<p>It was an accident that she killed the wicked witch. She hadn\u2019t intended her house to land on her. Nevertheless, she walked out of that house and took the accidental magic.<\/p>\n<p>All the tools, whatever I can find are fair game. Accidental, on purpose or found object I can use whatever I need to get safe.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019d like to tell that doggie all the things I wish I could always remember:<\/p>\n<p>You are so strong. You have so much to offer. You are not trapped. You can do this.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Huddling in the corner, trying to make herself as small as possible, this dog was whimpering and shuddering. The internet video shows how a veterinarian wins this dog over. But I didn\u2019t care about the vet. I was amazed at &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2021\/08\/had-it-all-along\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5630","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random-thoughts"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5630","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5630"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5630\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5633,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5630\/revisions\/5633"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5630"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5630"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5630"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}