{"id":5678,"date":"2021-10-20T12:14:00","date_gmt":"2021-10-20T19:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/?p=5678"},"modified":"2021-10-19T17:18:28","modified_gmt":"2021-10-20T00:18:28","slug":"hungry","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2021\/10\/hungry\/","title":{"rendered":"Hungry"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am a Cat  was written the late 1800s by Japanese novelist Soseki Natsume. A first-person novel from the perspective of a cat\u2014as you might expect that cat\u2019s got a lot of opinions. I\u2019m not that far into it but it stopped me short in the beginning<\/p>\n<p>The cat\/kitten\u2019s story starts with his earliest memory. He is alone and trying to find a way to survive. He is carried into a house and given some milk.  He is almost immediately kicked out again.<\/p>\n<p>This cat was sure that inside that house was food and warmth. Inside that house was life. His whole kitten self was targeted on getting into that house.<\/p>\n<p>A determined cat. An irresistibly demanding cat. I can see it. I can feel it.<\/p>\n<p>I have been that kitten. Single focus on the one thing. All the world whittled down to one thing.<\/p>\n<p>You know what happens to that kitten? He gets what he\u2019s set out to get.<\/p>\n<p>Not every goal has that kind of clarity. I\u2019ve had other goals that were more like fantasies. Things I would want when I remembered I wanted them.<\/p>\n<p>Goals like that have less of a chance of coming true. Commonly, it\u2019s only after they get promoted to the need-like-life status that they got real.<\/p>\n<p>Life or death focus is hard to maintain. That kind of intensity can only last for a little while.<\/p>\n<p>However, I might need the life-of-death focus to get it started. I might need to fuel the momentum of getting the lift.<\/p>\n<p>For me, that means getting the idea organized.  I will need to shape my desire into something I can get a handle on.<\/p>\n<p>Long term goals require a system. When I\u2019m fired up, I can shape it and break it to little pieces that I can actually do.<\/p>\n<p>I can feed the hunger with those little bites. I can make it real.<\/p>\n<p>I can be that cat.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am a Cat was written the late 1800s by Japanese novelist Soseki Natsume. A first-person novel from the perspective of a cat\u2014as you might expect that cat\u2019s got a lot of opinions. I\u2019m not that far into it but &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2021\/10\/hungry\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5678","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random-thoughts"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5678","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5678"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5678\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5681,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5678\/revisions\/5681"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5678"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5678"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5678"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}