{"id":5807,"date":"2022-01-19T13:43:00","date_gmt":"2022-01-19T20:43:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/?p=5807"},"modified":"2022-01-17T13:45:25","modified_gmt":"2022-01-17T20:45:25","slug":"before-and-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2022\/01\/before-and-again\/","title":{"rendered":"Before and Again"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><br>Round, like a circle in a spiral<br>Like a wheel within a wheel<br>Never ending or beginning<br>On an ever spinning reel<br><br>Like a clock whose hands are sweeping<br>Past the minutes on it&#8217;s face<br>And the world is like an apple<br>Whirling silently in space<br><br>Like the circles that you find<br>In the windmills of your mind<br><br>-Sting \u201cwindmills of your mind\u201d<br><br><br>I\u2019ve been here before. Know what I mean? It\u2019s not exactly d\u00e9j\u00e0 vu, but I\u2019ve seen this patch of land before. I\u2019m travelling through life and I think I\u2019m making progress. I must be! Time has passed and I\u2019ve been working towards things as I\u2019ve been going forward.<br><br>And I find myself in a place I\u2019ve been before.<br><br>What is happening? Am I traveling in a circle? Have I been misguided this whole time?<br>Panic and hopeless sets in. Was all this for nothing?<br><br>No help for it now. This is where I am like it or not. I have to come to grips with where I\u2019m am now regardless of how it makes me feel.<br><br>I remember the Sting song quoted above. Am I really in the same place or is it just a mind trick?<br><br>It can take a long time and a lot of effort to get back to *almost* the same spot. I know this from the many labyrinths I\u2019ve walked throught. Somewhere in the middle I will be sure I\u2019m getting nowhere. <br><br>The trick is not to stop. There may be a long way to go, it may be just around the corner. I will never know If I don\u2019t keep walking.<br><br>It takes faith<br><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Round, like a circle in a spiralLike a wheel within a wheelNever ending or beginningOn an ever spinning reel Like a clock whose hands are sweepingPast the minutes on it&#8217;s faceAnd the world is like an appleWhirling silently in space &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2022\/01\/before-and-again\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5807","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random-thoughts"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5807","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5807"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5807\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5817,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5807\/revisions\/5817"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5807"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5807"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5807"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}