I hate waiting. Don\u2019t like it if I have to wait for someone else. Don\u2019t like it if I have to wait for something. It\u2019s tough if I have to wait for the right time.
I like to go. Let\u2019s do this! <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Still there are times when I must wait. I have to wait. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
The decision has been made and the decision action hangs in the eternal present. It is unfurling, but it hasn\u2019t happened. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
The action might require another person or group of people to agree. So I must maintain my intentions and be persuasive. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
This looks like making a statement to an audience and staying silent. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Wait for it. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Wait. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Wait. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Let that person hear it, understand it and acknowledge what I said. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
That\u2019s so uncomfortable. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I have leapt into that breach, thrown myself into it with desperate offers or suggestions. I\u2019ll handle it, I take care of it, just don\u2019t make me have to sit in the agony of uncertainty. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Even if it\u2019s the opposite of what I want, It is better to have a direction and keep going. FINE! I\u2019ll do everything, just let\u2019s get started. I\u2019m dying <\/p>\n\n\n\n
But the growth is in the pain. What I learn and who I become during the waiting is of greater value than what I thought I was trying to achieve. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
The synthesis formed in the two people working together and growing towards one another is the product of that growth. This is the transformation. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
But only if I stay true to myself. If I can get clear on what I what, what I need to ask for. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Say it. Ask it. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And let it shimmer like a ripe fruit on a tree. Let the other person pluck it. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
We can learn together when I have the courage to leave space. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I hate waiting. Don\u2019t like it if I have to wait for someone else. Don\u2019t like it if I have to wait for something. It\u2019s tough if I have to wait for the right time. I like to go. Let\u2019s do … Continue reading