{"id":6268,"date":"2023-06-07T12:40:14","date_gmt":"2023-06-07T19:40:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/?p=6268"},"modified":"2023-06-07T12:40:16","modified_gmt":"2023-06-07T19:40:16","slug":"actual-vs-possible","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2023\/06\/actual-vs-possible\/","title":{"rendered":"actual vs. possible"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>If there were anything in th world I could do what would it be?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8221;m chewing my knuckles at how restricted my life will be during thiws treament.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and I&#8217;m also mad that even before I wasnt&#8217; doing much that impressed me. I had a couple things, a could process and projects in the fire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Now? Is it all blocked off?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When have I been the person who did nothing?<br>I could come up with a list of possibilities, and set some goals. I feel so trapped by my own body.<br>But I&#8217;m not. There are still options. And I am not sure what they are but if I don&#8217;t try I won&#8217;t discuover them<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>If there were anything in th world I could do what would it be? I&#8221;m chewing my knuckles at how restricted my life will be during thiws treament. and I&#8217;m also mad that even before I wasnt&#8217; doing much that &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2023\/06\/actual-vs-possible\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6268","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random-thoughts"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6268","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6268"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6268\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6269,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6268\/revisions\/6269"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6268"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6268"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6268"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}