{"id":6384,"date":"2023-10-10T20:39:50","date_gmt":"2023-10-11T03:39:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/?p=6384"},"modified":"2023-10-10T20:39:53","modified_gmt":"2023-10-11T03:39:53","slug":"looking-for-what-i-can-see","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2023\/10\/looking-for-what-i-can-see\/","title":{"rendered":"looking for what I can see"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Living my life as an 80 year-old, I\u2019m changing a few things. I don\u2019t have the strength and endurance I had. I FEEL it when my dog walk turns on an incline. It\u2019s slight, but I can tell instantly that I\u2019m walking uphill.<br><br>More prominently, my preferences in reading material has shifted toward the less challenging. Yes, I like the beautifully written prose. And my brain is tired too. It\u2019s like walking up a hill<br><br>High school freshman English class has my daughter reading House on Mango street. I have been avoiding that one for a while. It could be the perfect read for my weak mind.<br><br>The stories are like snapshots. Like a a box of photos from her childhood. <br><br>Some stories&#8211;some books\u2014have a long wave of a story. An arc.<br><br>Cisneros\u2019 book is like a life that is biopsied. She went into the long story of her childhood and took samples to examine.<br><br>It reminds me of Gertrude Stein\u2019s Autobiography of Alice B. Toklas in that way. Snippets. Like glimpsed between the fence slats to the backyards I walk past. The words. The sentences.<br><br>What is it I\u2019m seeing? I can\u2019t quite see it but I kinda do see all of it.<br><br>I see why they have the kids read it. It\u2019s very bite sized for teenagers.<br><br>And just enough for my worn out head. <br><br>I can\u2019t see the whole picture right now. But maybe I kinda do see all of it.<br><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Living my life as an 80 year-old, I\u2019m changing a few things. I don\u2019t have the strength and endurance I had. I FEEL it when my dog walk turns on an incline. It\u2019s slight, but I can tell instantly that &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2023\/10\/looking-for-what-i-can-see\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6384","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random-thoughts"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6384","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6384"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6384\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6387,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6384\/revisions\/6387"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6384"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6384"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6384"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}