{"id":6612,"date":"2024-06-19T12:00:00","date_gmt":"2024-06-19T19:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/?p=6612"},"modified":"2024-06-18T18:15:15","modified_gmt":"2024-06-19T01:15:15","slug":"resting-doesnt-feel-right","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2024\/06\/resting-doesnt-feel-right\/","title":{"rendered":"resting doesn&#8217;t feel right"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>The sun is shining longer and longer with the summer solstice within reach. The bees are enjoying it and happily buzzing around the flowers in my yard.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>They are hard-working females just like me. I admire that they are graceful and strong and work together on their home. They all work together on their hive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Once again, I am cut off from my work. I lost my job and I want to find another one. The bees have a headquarters that I don\u2019t have.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>People have heard that I\u2019m jobless again. They are encouraging and offer sympathy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYou can take it easy! Maybe you should take the summer off. You don\u2019t have to look for a job right away.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Once, I had a swarm of bees land in my backyard. It was a terrifying spectacle, hundreds of bees zooming around then landing in a heavy swarm on the nandina bush.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>They stayed there all night, eventually leaving the next afternoon. They left wax hexagons on the bush. Even just one overnight stay, they were building a new hive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yes. Me and the bees. I am always building something, working on a project or expressing some idea. They do not rest when then are resting.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I felt sad that these bees couldn\u2019t keep building on their start. I didn\u2019t want the bees to live in my backyard, but they had a vision for a day that they could.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When they decided they couldn\u2019t live there, they flew on to find a better spot. They didn\u2019t linger once they made up their hive mind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>They don\u2019t relax when they are on the hunt.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My cat relaxes. My dog relaxes.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bees don\u2019t much. Neither do I.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The backyard bee swarm were not angry. They were on the job of checking out their new surrounding for suitability.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>There have been times when on the job hunt, I was agitated and freaked out. I don\u2019t feel that way now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I feel like the bees again. Looking around and assessing. I\u2019m seeing what different spots have to offer.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019d like to lay down sturdy hexagons that will last.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The sun is shining longer and longer with the summer solstice within reach. The bees are enjoying it and happily buzzing around the flowers in my yard. They are hard-working females just like me. 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