{"id":6666,"date":"2024-09-04T12:00:00","date_gmt":"2024-09-04T19:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/?p=6666"},"modified":"2024-09-03T17:45:17","modified_gmt":"2024-09-04T00:45:17","slug":"more-like","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2024\/09\/more-like\/","title":{"rendered":"more Like"},"content":{"rendered":"I\u2019ve done a lot of job searches in the last ten years, and they are always challenging. But this one feels painful. I\u2019m putting a lot of effort into this and getting very little response back. I put in applications and not much happens.
To be fair, I have had two artificial intelligence recruiters interview me. The Human Resources robot is a piece of dark irony that lifts the one side of my smile.
I\u2019m grateful to past Murphy for maintaining progress on my martial arts journey. The rest of this year I am pushing on to the big uplevel of black belt. Preparing to achieve a black belt involves a lot of repetitions to gain strength and achieve excellence.
Also, it takes going to classes 4-6 days a week. That\u2019s a lot of classes. I\u2019ll be honest, I take guilty pleasure when the teacher starts monologuing. It\u2019s nice to get a rest.
Then again, one of the parts of my training is to start to lead classes on my own. Do I want to avoid monologuing? Or do I want do a better version of it?
I am reminded of something I learned in acting class: the difference between a soliloquy and a monologue.
It\u2019s subtle. Both involve one person talking at length to an audience. But the soliloquy is meant to be informed by the audience.
The monologue is a favorite of villians. Villians are bad at seeing others\u2019 point of view. Their monologues often expose the character flaws and blindspots.
A soliloquy is meant to take in the reactions and emotional responses of the audience. As a teacher, I\u2019d like to be aware of how my students are taking it in.
This brings me back to the job hunt. When I do get an interview, I have a set of stories and answers to the questions that I am asked.
When I am at my best, I can understand what the interviewer is hoping to hear in my response. Then again, I am often too absorbed in my own nervous insecurities to see the interviewer\u2019s point of view. I can talk to fast and babble on.
All through my martial arts journey, I have learned that the training applies to my life in surprising ways. To be a good teacher, I see that I can also listen to how I am talking, and how others are hearing me. There are times when I must speak uninterrupted. And yet, it is a ninja move to be aware of the other;s subltle responses in the moment
It might be to duck and avoid a punch to the face. It could also be noticing the eyes sliding away and down in the middle of an explanation that is no longer relevant.
Both are valuable and difficult to catch. That\u2019s part of the repetitious training I\u2019m doing, is to get it right sometimes, and hopefully more often. I want to be more of the hero than the villain. ","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"