I wonder ay beauty.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wonder what a thought or experience means<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wonder if I am capable of making the idea I have into a reality.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Wonder in combination with action is how art happens. I can achieve wonder as a consumer of art. The internalized wonder will change me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A little.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s the action, though\u2014the trying\u2014that births the art. And changes who I am. I want the change, I want to experience new ideas and new thoughts. I reach for it. I would say The Algorithm is pitched to provide interesting but not too challenging packages of thoughts to as much of the human race as possible. I pursue it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
An it\u2019s not enough. I want to get my hands in it and make my own. That means stepping off the conveyor belt of bite sized mind snacks. I am hungry for more than a snack. Can I make something satisfying?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Can I make anything worthwhile? I\u2019ve got this idea. When I start putting into some form\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Words?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Music?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pictures?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
How big is my idea? Maybe it\u2019s too big for me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The art of creation or creation of art causes a ripple, a current that pulls the artist into realization<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Realization of the art<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Realization that the art will not match the vision. My idea is far greater than what I can create. I push myself to do a better job. To get better at what what it\u2019s going to take to make this art that haunts me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I want to be better.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Creating art gives me a place to begin on being a more skilled, disciplined, compassion and wiser person.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I want it, and it is hard. People say, \u201cdon\u2019t be so hard on yourself!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It sounds like compassion, and sometimes it is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I might need the rest so I can keep going. If I don\u2019t give up there\u2019s still a chance.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I wonder ay beauty. I wonder what a thought or experience means I wonder if I am capable of making the idea I have into a reality. Wonder in combination with action is how art happens. I can achieve wonder … Continue reading