Things come in cycles.<\/p>\n
I learn important life changing things, things that will redirect and fundamentally change how I do things.<\/p>\n
Then, I forget.<\/p>\n
Then, i remember again.<\/p>\n
“EPIPHANY 2: BACK WITH A VENGEANCE!!!!”<\/p>\n
How come I forget? I forget what was so important to know.<\/p>\n
And I will keep forgetting. I know this.<\/p>\n
I remembered a thing I forgot yesterday.<\/p>\n
i was frustrated that I wasn’t meeting certain creative goals. Then, while whining and beating myself up about it to Chris (who listened so patiently) I remembered.<\/p>\n
I CAN”T do those kinds of things head on. I am not that way. I can’t sit down at a desk with a sheaf of white paper and a pencil. I do not sit up straight and pay attention and dispatch tasks.<\/p>\n
I have to approach them sideways. I have to almost pretend that I’m not really doing it. I need noise, music, people, distractions. Otherwise I panic.<\/p>\n
Funny, I’ve been panicking.<\/p>\n
So, now I have remembered what I forgot.<\/p>\n
We’ll see what I forget next.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Things come in cycles. I learn important life changing things, things that will redirect and fundamentally change how I do things. Then, I forget. Then, i remember again. “EPIPHANY 2: BACK WITH A VENGEANCE!!!!” How come I forget? I forget … Continue reading