I am so happy right now
It feels so beautiful just to be present and at peace
I spent a long time being afraid of all the things that might happen and all the things that I needed to do and I wasn’t doing.
I was so afraid that I didn’t know what it was I was supposed to do and that I was going to get caught and punished heavily for not knowing and not acting
Right here right now, I feel safe and like I can enjoy myself
I find myself wondering what I would like to do if I didn’t feel afraid
I am so used to feeling the wolf at my heels.
It is not quick and easy for me to know what I enjoy
I’m paying attention to small things . I like feeling comfortable. I like reading. I like laughing with people.
These are good starts. I also like accomplishing big things. And if I could accomplish what I want just because I want it I wonder how big it might get