{"id":1319,"date":"2009-06-01T20:51:44","date_gmt":"2009-06-02T03:51:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/?p=1319"},"modified":"2012-05-17T19:39:31","modified_gmt":"2012-05-18T02:39:31","slug":"the-answer-is-there-is-no-answer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2009\/06\/the-answer-is-there-is-no-answer\/","title":{"rendered":"the answer is: there is no answer"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>After studying and reading like a fiend, I came up with a very carefully crafted system and schedule to starve my baby.<\/p>\n<p>We just got out of the hospital where they put Veronica for &#8220;Failure to Thrive&#8221;. She was *supposed* to weigh 16 pounds by now. She actually weighed barely 10.<\/p>\n<p>So, there&#8217;s nothing wrong with her that a little (read: a LOT) of extra feeding won&#8217;t cure. But I&#8217;ve kind of lost trust in all the expert now. I could feel very guilty that this happened, but I&#8217;m choosing not to. I&#8217;m just so tired of being stressed out and overwhelmed, I think I&#8217;ll stop.<\/p>\n<p>We&#8217;ll see if that works<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>After studying and reading like a fiend, I came up with a very carefully crafted system and schedule to starve my baby. We just got out of the hospital where they put Veronica for &#8220;Failure to Thrive&#8221;. She was *supposed* &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2009\/06\/the-answer-is-there-is-no-answer\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[22,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1319","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bookworthy","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1319","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1319"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1319\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1319"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1319"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1319"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}