{"id":2446,"date":"2013-04-24T21:48:45","date_gmt":"2013-04-25T04:48:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/?p=2446"},"modified":"2013-04-24T21:48:45","modified_gmt":"2013-04-25T04:48:45","slug":"boiler-is-not-boiling","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2013\/04\/boiler-is-not-boiling\/","title":{"rendered":"boiler is not boiling"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Yeah, I dunno. I just can&#8217;t quite get it going for my every day. I HAD all kinda of get up and go&#8230;but it didn&#8217;t come to anythng and now..<\/p>\n<p>well. Now even the things under my control seem not worth the effort. I&#8217;m not flatlined&#8230;been there&#8230;been where I am so wiped out that i have to drag myself by my lips to keep moving.<\/p>\n<p>Now&#8230;i&#8217;m moving. i&#8217;m doing this and that. But I am not feeling like I mean much of it.<\/p>\n<p>I could tell myself that I&#8217;m resting on the confidence that I can handle what comes.<\/p>\n<p>that sounds good. And that&#8217;s partly true.<\/p>\n<p>But I *like* getting things done. And I&#8217;m mostly not getting things done right now.<\/p>\n<p>My projects (other than this awesome long term BOOK project) are stagnant. Or a very slow trickle. and I just can&#8217;t seem to care right now.<\/p>\n<p>I wonder.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yeah, I dunno. I just can&#8217;t quite get it going for my every day. I HAD all kinda of get up and go&#8230;but it didn&#8217;t come to anythng and now.. well. Now even the things under my control seem not &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2013\/04\/boiler-is-not-boiling\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2446","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random-thoughts"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2446","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2446"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2446\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2447,"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2446\/revisions\/2447"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2446"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2446"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2446"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}