{"id":2703,"date":"2013-08-18T08:44:37","date_gmt":"2013-08-18T15:44:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/?p=2703"},"modified":"2013-08-18T08:44:37","modified_gmt":"2013-08-18T15:44:37","slug":"imurphy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2013\/08\/imurphy\/","title":{"rendered":"I, Murphy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>holy crap! I&#8217;ve been taking a class on empowerment.<\/p>\n<p>..never never thought I would ever say that..My philosophy has always been, when I want to get somewhere, to charge off in a direction and eventually I&#8217;ll get there.<\/p>\n<p>Empowerment? With no measures of success or progress? What a crock.<\/p>\n<p>I was wrong. funny how I can be wrong even in areas that i have learned a better answer<\/p>\n<p>but still I don&#8217;t grasp my own revelation<\/p>\n<p>I learned this here http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2002\/12\/the-myth-and-science-of-santa\/<\/p>\n<p>and here http:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2007\/07\/the-borders-of-language-and-the-universe\/<\/p>\n<p>and probably more if I look.<\/p>\n<p>and yet, here i go thinking I need to measure the world in spoons<\/p>\n<p>but I had the good sense to blindly reach for this class. And I am learning new ways to gauge.<\/p>\n<p>What&#8217;s it for, this measuring? in my day job, it is said, &#8220;measure twice cut once&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>therefore, measuring is for the purpose of cutting.<\/p>\n<p>measuring is for the purpose of taking an action<\/p>\n<p>or making a decision<\/p>\n<p>decision making and action taking are often based on non-quantifiable\u00a0 reasons.<\/p>\n<p>Who hasn&#8217;t done something without entirely knowing why?<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Because I want to!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>and that is a perfectly fine reason. But maybe it shoulnd&#8217;t be considered a reasonable reason.<\/p>\n<p>So, I can see that there is a huge foggy area that is outside of reason that guides my life.<\/p>\n<p>And this class is the flashlight on my helmet that is shining into that gray patch.<\/p>\n<p>Teacher started out in a good spot:<\/p>\n<p>What do I want?<\/p>\n<p>and the focus here is the subject, not the verb or the object.<\/p>\n<p>Not the what\u00a0 or the want<\/p>\n<p>The focus is on the &#8216;I&#8217;. I am where it all begins.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know about you, but I am still mysterious.<\/p>\n<p>But if I can&#8217;t learn things about me, no one else can teach me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>holy crap! I&#8217;ve been taking a class on empowerment. ..never never thought I would ever say that..My philosophy has always been, when I want to get somewhere, to charge off in a direction and eventually I&#8217;ll get there. Empowerment? With &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/2013\/08\/imurphy\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2703","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random-thoughts"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2703","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2703"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2703\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2709,"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2703\/revisions\/2709"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2703"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2703"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/writtenbymurphy.com\/wonderblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2703"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}