Road trip! Suzanne and packed a tent and our sleeping bags and headed off to the Grand Canyon. Like so many things she’d already been there. This was my first time.
We had our road music and drove and drove through the bare desert. We turned off into the national park, still sandy rock and pine trees. We got out and walked the little insignificant trail.
And then I saw it. A very big hole in the ground. Breath- taking. I was rooted at the sight.
At the camp that night, I said, “There was no warning. Mountains, you see from far away. But a canyon? Nothing nothing nothing all the way up to the end and THEN! Everything is different.”
I could not see that I would be trapped voluntarily at home. I did not know that my whole family would lock ourselves away from other people and develop strategies to avoid the air of other people for as long as possible.
I did not see that coming.
Very few of us did. So the grocery stores are picked clean like a swarm of locust. No toilet paper, bread, bananas, milk or eggs.
During Soviet Russia, at least they had bread.
None of the other things. In 1992, I made it my job to walk to every single store in town to see what they might have and make sure we got what we needed. Usually in 40 below weather.
The shelves were bare. I never did find toilet paper or baking soda. Not the whole year.
Walking through the stores now grips my lungs with the memory of those uncertain times with the reality of these new times.
My family–husband daughter dog and cat–are staying home. For a month at least. Today was the first day of no school. Day one of 30.
And it is raining. Spring is the rainy season.
Rain means life. Blessing. Especially in our dry county.
Growth and new life are all around.
My tree has tight buds. Perhaps the leaves and the people will burst forth together.
Some things you don’t see coming.