If there were anything in th world I could do what would it be?

I”m chewing my knuckles at how restricted my life will be during thiws treament.

and I’m also mad that even before I wasnt’ doing much that impressed me. I had a couple things, a could process and projects in the fire.

Now? Is it all blocked off?

When have I been the person who did nothing?
I could come up with a list of possibilities, and set some goals. I feel so trapped by my own body.
But I’m not. There are still options. And I am not sure what they are but if I don’t try I won’t discuover them