one of the good parts

I’m getting older. Maybe I will get to the part where I know better.

I’m supposed to be old enough to know better.

But I don’t. A lot of the time I don’t.

But maybe I should listen to the old woman in me. The one that says:

wear earplugs when you go to that club or that concert

and who says

That person is exciting, but she isn’t for you. You don’t need that.

Also, I have learned to know that I can find what i need. I have been workign on eating down my cupboards. I stock up when I go to the grocery store, which is all fine, but if i forget what i already have then I end up with 10 cans of tuna.

tuna is one of those things I *think* i like, and i often do enjoy it when I eat it. But I just never seem to reach for it.

I can trust that i will have the ability to get more of what i need. that is something I can remember