My motor shifted sometime last year.
I used to always be revving, gotta go do THAT gotta do the NEXT THING
Oh no! Gotta go do it!
But I sorta realized, hey, I could still get it done without the freak-out. Yeah, I need to go get that part. I’m getting that part. How about I relax? Maybe that part isn’t the right part. Well, I have to trust myself that I’ll recognize that and then go find the right answer.
It is a different way of being…the Calm-the-hell-down way of being.
I’m not entirely comfortable with it.
But it has a lot of advantages