My motor shifted sometime last year.

I used to always be revving, gotta go do THAT gotta do the NEXT THING

Oh no! Gotta go do it!

But I sorta realized, hey, I could still get it done without the freak-out. Yeah, I need to go get that part. I’m getting that part. How about I relax? Maybe that part isn’t the right part. Well, I have to trust myself that I’ll recognize that and then go find the right answer.

It is a different way of being…the Calm-the-hell-down way of being.

I’m not entirely comfortable with it.

But it has a lot of advantages