Things come in cycles.

I learn important life changing things, things that will redirect and fundamentally change how I do things.

Then, I forget.

Then, i remember again.

“EPIPHANY 2: BACK WITH A VENGEANCE!!!!”

How come I forget? I forget what was so important to know.

And I will keep forgetting. I know this.

I remembered a thing I forgot yesterday.

i was frustrated that I wasn’t meeting certain creative goals. Then, while whining and beating myself up about it to Chris (who listened so patiently) I remembered.

I CAN”T do those kinds of things head on. I am not that way. I can’t sit down at a desk with a sheaf of white paper and a pencil. I do not sit up straight and pay attention and dispatch tasks.

I have to approach them sideways. I have to almost pretend that I’m not really doing it. I need noise, music, people, distractions. Otherwise I panic.

Funny, I’ve been panicking.

So, now I have remembered what I forgot.

We’ll see what I forget next.