We are getting ready to leave our 1950s house and do a very period thing. Our California family is going to Hawaii.
Just like Elvis and the Brady Bunch.
Unlike them, though, the girls in our family have decided to really swim. It’s all Veronica’s fault. She loves the water.
Most of her life, she’s been perfectly happy to splash in the shallow end with floaties.
Most of my life I’ve been satisfied to keep my head perfectly dry and my feet mostly on the ground.
Chris grew up with a pool, so he is the best swimmer. He worries about Veronica. He would not be able to relax with Veronica in the water.
Me neither really.
So, once again off to swim lessons. We’ve done it before.
THIS time though, there is a shark nipping at our feet.
We are going to the big vacation and we need to take this thing seriously.
A local college student is home for the summer and she offered up swim lessons to the public.
Perfect! Veronica can learn to swim.
This could be the moment that I do something I’ve never done and learn how to do this thing I insist my little one do.
I swim like a dog. Head up.
Time I learned to swim like a person.
Today is the third lesson.
I do a lot of things a lot better than my daughter. Fold sheets, for one.
I do not swim better than she does. She already looks like a dolphin.
I am a DIY kit whose instructions are missing the last page. There are a lot of parts, and some of them are more important than others.
Kick with your feet together…And don’t rock your hips in the water. Keep your head tucked
and *GASP* don’t forget to breathe!
Breathing is the most important part. The most immediate part, anyway
What looks from the outside to be a single continuous fluid motion
is a jigsaw puzzle
Without a picture
I am very good at breathing.
I am expert at many many many uses of legs and feet and arms
Something new, right?
I’m proud of myself.
and I’m not so happy to feel so ridiculous
My teacher tells me I have all the pieces. I think she is sincere.
But the pieces aren’t the picture yet.
And one of the other important things, close to breathing, isn’t even one of the pieces.
It takes a lot of strength to do this.
I may float like a champ, but I’m trying to move. And I use all the muscles that are quite happy to remain unused in every other activity.
I pulled myself out of the pool and could barely walk.
It wasn’t until I got home that I could tell which parts hurt.
My arms. The muscles right beneath my collar bone.
Is this the joy of learning something new at an age when I’m supposed to have it all figured out?
The exquisite realization that I will never have it all figured out? The joy-pain of knowing I am terrible at something and doing it anyway?
My life is filled with the expected, with millimeter gains and games of small stakes.
I am willing to be weak and ridiculous to try something new. It’s a good practice for experiencing paradise.