frustration transparency

I am discovering something I am not pleased with. I love to talk, I like to visit with people. I let my opinions dangle off my sleeves.

It’s not hard to find out what I think of something.

And when I am asked a question, I answer it too fully. Especially in what I consider to be a casual situation.

But. I am thinking I need to build a few more defenses. It would be good if I could take my frustrations and put them aside, and give a convincing reply.

If I hear of something I am not happy about, i can say “How about that?”

But today someone saw through that. He understood exactly what I did not say.

I didn’t want him to understand what I did not say.

But.

I will have to find a way to sell myself on thinking differently, if it behooves me to do so.

because i can’t be so readable.

I am not sure how to do it. I will have to come up with a method.